Hardwired Humanity

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There wasn't enough pavement in the city for him to drive off his mood. The streets were crowded with traffic but Spider barely noticed. He tightened his grip on the wheel and the wipers swished against the light drizzle. People moved around him, in cars, on foot, swarming toward something.

He'd been in Miami too long. They had to know where he was now and it wouldn't be long before someone came after him. They had been hunting him for nearly a decade, since the first testing of his disrupter. Spider had been lucky and kept a step ahead but he feared that, this time, he'd been too complacent. He drove, seeing every face, inspecting every shadow, peering into every passing vehicle. Everything loomed, threatened. He ran a hand into his jacket, feeling the familiar worn grip of his old Beretta 9mm, comforted by its presence.

From the corner of his eye, he saw a woman with black hair and wide eyes standing on the sidewalk. She had stopped to light a cigarette. Her lighter flared and the cigarette caught, a plume of smoke hung heavily in the damp air. He watched in his mirror as she started walking again, pressing her bag against her, moving too quickly. Spider saw the two men behind her and knew immediately that they were tailing her. It didn't surprise him to see the woman throw down her cigarette and break into a run. For a brief moment, he admired the curve of her hip, swaying as she ran, as rhythmically as the windshield wipers.

The light in front of him glared an angry red and Spider stopped the car, pressing the button to unlock the doors. He watched her falter at the corner, her eyes searching for a way out. Just before he could roll the window down, she flung open his passenger door and threw herself inside. “Hang on.” He couldn't help but smile as he slammed his foot down on the gas pedal almost before his passenger had a chance to blink.

“Thank you.” She was trembling, her voice quiet and frightened. She turned to him and he watched her features change out of the corner of his eye. She was wary of him, like everyone else. The shaved, heavily tattooed head always made them step back.

“Don't thank me yet. They're still following.” He glanced up into the rearview mirror. “See the gray sedan, three cars back? Your men hopped in when you decided to hitch.”

“Of course they did.” She slumped down in the seat. “I'm so sorry. I don't want you to get in trouble here. Just stop and let me out. They'll let you go.”

“Why are they chasing you?”

“I have something they want.” She turned in her seat to look out the back window. “They're too close. It's useless. They'll catch us for sure.”

“No they won't.” He reached into his leather jacket and pulled out a machine, the size of a cell phone. “Hold on.”

“What is that?” Her eyes went wide with fear as he slowed the car. “What do you think you're doing? We have to keep going!”

“Trust me.” He slammed on the brakes and turned off the car. He pressed a small red key and everything stopped.

The moment he glanced at her, Spider knew something was wrong. His passenger sat frozen, whatever she'd been about to say silenced. He cursed, panic knotting his gut as he heard the breaking of glass behind him. One of the men in the chasing car had busted out the window and started shooting at them. He glanced at the number screen and the moment the counter hit zero, he turned the key in the ignition, the car jerking back to life. A bullet hit the trunk as he started the car. He took off, chancing a quick glance behind him to see the man with the gun climbing out of the broken window. He maneuvered easily around dead vehicles and gawking pedestrians.

He sped through the streets, twisting and turning through the alleys. Pressing a small button on the steering wheel, he paused for a breath and gunned the machine through a newly opened door that automatically began its quick descent the moment the car had passed fully into the cavernous hold of the rented storage unit. In the folds of relative safety, Spider inspected his passenger. If the disrupter had shut her down, that could only mean one thing. She was a machine. If it were true, her construction was glorious.

Her skin was soft and smooth to the touch, a thousand times more real than any cyberskin available on the market, even in testing. Spider touched a length of hair. It didn't feel synthetic or even dyed. The woman’s shape was natural, imperfect but pleasing. Through her damp blouse, he could tell that her breasts weren’t exactly even, the left just a fraction larger but not so much as to be awkward. He’d never have thought they were fakes. Never. Everything about her looked real, smelled real, felt real. But, his disrupter had shut her off.

A small nagging part of him told him to ditch the girl and get out of town. But, his curiosity piqued, he couldn't leave the machine. He'd spent his whole life creating and tampering with machinery and he had never seen anything like this. He doubted if he'd ever see anything like it again.

Spider climbed out of the car and went around to the passenger side. He'd expected her to be quite heavy but found she was relatively light. Her body mass barely exceeded the expectations for a woman her size. He laid her gently in the back of an old blue van parked next to his beat up Honda Prelude. It was dirty with faded exterminator logos emblazoned on the sides.

The second trek through the city was far more sedate than the first had been but it was still a great relief to see his warehouse. He had work to do. He had to figure out how to turn the machine back on if only so she could explain what had just happened.

The refurbished warehouse in the middle of an industrial complex served a dual purpose. It was his workshop and it was his home. There were a handful of people there who worked with him or stopped in to hire him but he didn’t want to share the girl. Not yet.

Spider pressed a small blue button on a black fob hanging from his keys and the rusty gate down into the complex slid aside just long enough for him to drive through before it rattled shut behind him. He pressed a red button and one of the uniform metal bay doors rolled up on its old rails. He pulled the van slowly into the well-lit warehouse and heard the familiar clangs and whines of hammers, torches, and pneumatic drills. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust them. If he didn’t, he’d never allow them to enter his space. Spider had never been good at sharing.

He parked the van and got out, looking around for anyone who might see his passenger but the parking bay was empty. Quickly, he made his way to the door and nearly ran into the one person he knew without a doubt he could trust with such a find.

“Trent. You gotta do me a favor.” Spider whispered even though there was no one near enough to hear them. “Get everyone out of here for today.”

“Really?” The young man stepped back, his forehead furrowed, and his blue eyes full of questions. “You got it. Give me ten.” Trent moved quickly to get everyone out of the building.


 


Spider paced next to the passenger door, alternately checking his watch and peering into the shadows for any sign of movement. He'd come to embrace his paranoia after so many years on the run. He kept to his two stride pacing for nearly fifteen minutes before Trent finally returned.

“Okay, it's just us now. What's going on, man?”

“I don't know.” Spider eased the woman out of the van, stiff and contorted, and carried her through the warehouse to the office he’d converted to his bedroom. It wasn’t much, just a bed and his clothes. He laid the woman down on his bed. “Isn't she wonderful?”

“Dude! Are you completely fried? What are you doing bringing a chick here? What the heck is wrong with her, anyway?” Trent's brow furrowed as he looked her over.

“That's just it.” He grinned broadly. “She's not a woman. She's a machine.”

“No way. That's just movies, man.” Trent's blue eyes took in the woman lying before him.

Spider marveled at her again. Except for the fact that her eyes were open, her body was still positioned as if she were sitting, and her fingers seemed frozen in a curl, she looked remarkably natural. Too real to be a machine. “The disrupter shut her off. Find me a better explanation.”

“What have you gotten into this time?”

“I have no idea. Now, help me find out how to turn her back on. There's got to be a key somewhere.” Spider ran his hands over her head, feeling for anything strange. “Where would you put it?”

“Let's see. If I were to have made something like this, I know exactly where I'd have put the on switch.” Trent's eyes lingered on the place where her legs met.

“Get your head out the gutter, Trent. Only you would think of something like that.” Spider shook his head.

“Hey, I'm just your average guy.” He smiled wickedly. “Maybe it's as simple as twisting a nipple.”

“Lay off it. Come on, help me out here.” Spider opened the woman's mouth and inspected her teeth. “There's got to be a control panel somewhere.” He glanced at Trent who was removing the woman's shoes, running his fingers gingerly over her feet. “If you find anything let me know.”

The two men ran their fingertips over the woman in front of them, feeling for something indicative of a panel. Wherever it was, it was well hidden. Spider was almost to the conclusion that maybe Trent had been right and her creator was a sick puppy when the light bulb went off in his brain. The glint of fillings had caught his eye when he inspected her teeth. It had been years since dentists had stopped using silver metal in dental work. “Trent. Get me a pen or something.”

“Did you find it?”

“I might have but I'm not going to try it with my fingers.” He took the long slim pen from Trent and pressed the tip against the filling in her right, back molar. When nothing happened, he pressed the tip to the left, back molar. Both men jumped back away from the woman as her entire form twitched and arched on the bed.

“I think you found it.” Trent watched wide-eyed as the woman sat up on Spider's bed.

“Who are you?” Her eyes were wide and Spider could have sworn he could sense fear in her, but he told himself that was impossible.

“I'm the guy who saved your butt. Who the heck are you?”

“Kora Walker.” She clutched her knees to her chest, her eyes flipping between the two men hovering over her.

“You'll have to forgive him; Spider's manners aren't the best. I'm Trent.” He extended his hand to her. “You really don't have anything to worry about, he's harmless.”

“Right.” She snorted. “What did you do to me?”

“It's not my fault.” Spider sat on the edge of the bed, secretly thrilled when she shifted away. So much simulated emotion it was hard to believe she wasn't real. “I didn't know the disrupter would shut you off. It doesn't destroy anything or erase anything, it just turns everything off so that the computers all have to reboot and reset before anything can be turned back on.”

“That's why you turned off your car.” Her whisper filled the room. “How did you find my switch?”

“Your silver fillings gave you away.”

“Oh.” She shook her head sadly. “That’s how I figured it out too.”

“What do you mean, figured it out?” He stared at her, unable to look away.

“I didn't know what I was until about two months ago. I was in a weird accident, got an electrical shock that caused some circuits to go haywire. Fortunately, it didn't shut me off like your little box.”

“I really am sorry about that, Ms. Walker.”

“You might as well call me Kora.” She reached up and pulled a clip out of her hair, letting the mass of black waves down around her shoulders. “I've gotten you into a mess haven't I?”

“Maybe a small one. I think you need to tell us what's going on.” Spider glanced over at Trent. “Maybe we can help.”

“I doubt it. After my accident, after I figured out what I was, I started trying to find out more. It took me almost a week to get into my own programming. When I saw what I'd been made for, I panicked. I reprogrammed myself and I think when I did, I set off some sort of alarm. They've been after me ever since.”

“What were you programmed to do?” Trent leaned against the wall, unable to look away.

“I was supposed to kill the President.” She dropped her head onto her knees and closed her eyes tight.

“You would never have gotten close enough to President Roberts.” Spider smiled again and took her hand in his, amazed at the craftsmanship.

“I was already there, working in the White House. I was a secretary for the President’s Deputy Chief of Staff. I already had full access.” She snatched her hand back as if she were afraid of him.

“Wow.” Trent whispered. “Do you know who made you?”

“No. I only know that if they get me back, I'll either be destroyed or reprogrammed. I don't want to be destroyed but I will not kill the President. I don’t want to kill anyone.”

“Well Kora, looks like you and I are in the same boat.” Spider sighed.

“Excuse me?”

“On the run. You because of what you know, what you are, and me because of what I created. You aren't safe anywhere in this city now. And neither am I.” His face hardened.

“I'm so sorry. I bet you wish I'd picked a different car.” She pursed her lips.

“If you had, you'd be with them right now, wouldn't you?”

“Probably.” Kora nodded. “What do I do now?”

“We run. We've got to get out of here.”

“What? What do you mean, 'we'?”

“What happened today, it will be on the news, probably with your picture and my car. That means the people who are after me will be after you now, too. Same goes for me. The only way we're going to get out of this is to stick together. Maybe I can help you with your problems and get you far away from mine.” He looked over at Trent. “What about you?”

“I have a family now Spider; I can't take the risks you can. As it is, after we get you ready, I'm going home, packing up and leaving town with Moira and the baby.”

“I can't blame you for that.” Spider looked around the room he'd called home for almost six months, nearly a record for him.

“You can't leave by road or air. They'll have road blocks up and probably agents sitting in every airport in a hundred miles.”

“Then how are we going to get away?” Kora tilted her head to the side. Both men watched her with amazement, every motion she made, every gesture, every facial contortion was utterly, unimpeachably lifelike.

“By boat.” Spider began rummaging through the room. “We can't go anywhere they would think to look for you so we'll have to pick up a few things for you on the way.”

“Do you have my bag?”

“It's in the van.”

“Then I don't really need anything.”

“What's in the bag?” He stopped moving, wondering why he hadn't bothered to check it in the first place. His discovery had so awed him that he hadn’t checked for tracking devices.

“A copy of my original programming and all of my papers. I figure they’re forgeries but they might point to who made them, who made me. I made the copy before I started changing things, so I could prove it. If all else fails, I may need to go to the White House and tell them everything.”

Trent shook his head. “They'll shut you down to study you.”

“Let's hope it doesn't come to that.” Spider moved mechanically, shoving things into a large black duffel bag. “You'll need to change your clothes. I don't have anything that will fit you so we'll have to improvise.” He laid a pair of dark green pants on the bed along with a black sweatshirt and a green bandanna. He took a large knife from his belt and cut about six inches from each pant leg. “You'll need a belt.” He reached into a drawer and pulled out a heavy canvas belt. “Get dressed. I'll make the belt to size when you have it on.”

She sighed. “All right. Turn around.”

“Come on. I'm not twelve. I think I've seen a woman without her shirt on.” She glared at him, her eyes glinting. Spider wanted to get a better look at those eyes when she trusted him enough to allow it.

“You just want to see if the rest of me is quite so realistic, don't you?” She unbuttoned her blouse, her dark eyes locked on Spider's face. To hide his thoughts, Spider glanced over at Trent. He was watching Kora unabashedly, taking in the whole of her as he would any other woman.

The pants were too big and, without a belt, they would never stay up. Kora stood still as Spider threaded the belt through the loops and pulled it tight, using his knife to open a hole for the prong. “Much better. Put your hair under the bandanna. We are going to have to fit in as much as possible and colors will help.”

“You have a plan then?” She bent down to tie the green cloth at the nape of her neck, under her long hair.

“We’re going to pick up supplies and get out of here. Let’s go.” He picked up his bag. “Trent, can you get her bag out of the car? I'll take the truck with me and pass it off to Juan from there.”

He nodded solemnly at his friend. “You take care of yourself man. Stay a few steps ahead and let me know every once in a while that you're Okay. Moira will want to be sure.”

“Give her and the baby a hug for me. Could you call the guys, fill them in? Tell them to come get their stuff and find a new place?”

“Will do.” Trent paused for a moment. He looked like he was going to say something more and decided against it, turning on his heel and heading back to the van.

Spider took Kora by the hand and led her out of the room and through the warehouse. As they passed a huge workroom, Spider paused to grab his toolbox. The projects he was working on, the modified surveillance equipment, the miniscule infrared cameras, the disguised microphones, he left them all where they lay, scattered amidst scraps of metal, wire, and tools. Spider led Kora to a second bay, a smaller, closed in bay that held nothing but an old truck. The rusted gray pickup had seen better days, but it ran well enough. He helped her up into the cab and tossed his bag into the back. Trent ran into the bay, handed Kora her bag, said goodbye and disappeared into the building. Spider waved and climbed into the driver’s seat.

When Spider had himself situated, he pressed the red button and the garage door lifted. As they pulled out onto the road, Kora jumped at the sound of a shrill beep. “What is that?”

“Quiet.” He reached into his jacket and pulled out a small square of plastic. Touching the small screen, he smiled. “Just who we need. Hey, man. What can I do you for?” He spoke into his jacket, smiling at Kora who was staring at him as if he’d grown a second head.

“Dude. What are you doing right now?” A tinny, masculine voice came from the jacket.

“Coming to see you.” Spider held a hand up, quieting Kora before she could speak.

“What? Why?” The voice asked.

“Something came up and I’m going to have to leave town.”

“So that crap downtown, that was you?” A trace of a laugh floated through the air.

“It’s a long story, Juan. I’ve got company too. She’ll need more than I will. Recruit your mother. Short, thin, stacked. Got it?”

“Clothes, right?”

“Good man.”

“I’m on it. What’s your time?” The voice became clipped and precise.

“Twenty minutes?”

“We’ll be ready.” There was a small click, a moment of static, and then, silence.

Spider replaced the machine in an inside pocket of his jacket. He saw the questions in her eyes. “I’m wired head to toe, differently than you but wired just the same.” He grinned at her as he pushed hard on the gas pedal and sent the truck screaming forward. “If you’re going to run with me, you’ll have to get used to it.”

“Why are you helping me?”

“You made that decision, not me. You hopped into my car, remember?”

“But you didn’t have to help me, Spider.”

“No. I didn’t. Maybe I’ve got a soft spot for short, stacked machines.” He smiled at her, a predatory grin.

“You’re really freaking funny.” She crossed her arms and turned away from him.

“I know. It’s a gift.” There was no humor in his voice. He turned a corner, chancing a glance at his passenger. There was fear in her eyes and it amazed him. Everything about her seemed so normal, so human.

“Can I ask you something?” Kora did not look at him when she spoke.

“I can't guarantee you'll get an answer.”

“Is it true that most programmers have some sort of signature?” she asked.

“Most, but not all.” His eyes fell to the bag she clutched in her lap. “You have a copy of your original programming, right?” She nodded, her fingers tightening on the bag. “Later, when we're a good distance away, I'll take a look and see if I can find anything. Your creator probably didn't leave anything that could tie him to you. He wouldn't be that stupid. I mean, look at you, there's no way he slipped up with a tag.”

“But you assume my creator is male?”

“Yeah. That's a safe bet. Have you looked in a mirror? You're every guy's dream. Especially for frankensteiners and techheads. You were definitely created by a man.”

“Oh.” She fell silent for a moment and continued in a whispered voice. “Wouldn't I remember the first time I woke up?”

“Not necessarily. You were probably programmed with a lifetime of memories. I'll look for that in your programming, too. It's quite possible that your creator programmed himself into your life in some way.” He eased the truck into an empty parking lot nestled between a graffiti-tagged brick tenement and a clean but cluttered bodega with advertisements and posters plastering nearly every inch of glass in the window. “You'll need to stay close to me now.”

“Sure.” She waited for him to open her door and jumped down out of the truck. “What are we doing?”

“Getting some supplies.” He watched her light up a cigarette. “Now that you know what you are, why do you smoke?”

“Because I need to, okay? It calms me down. It's probably programmed in. I didn't get around to overhauling everything, I just changed the important things.”

“Finish it while we walk.” He took her hand in his. “Try and keep near me. Don't speak much. Don't make eye contact. Just follow my lead. We don't want to draw attention to you. These people know me but they don't like strangers.” She lengthened her stride to keep up with him. They moved quickly down the block and stopped in a doorway. “Pitch it.” He opened the door and swung her into a little grocery store. Almost the moment the bell chimed to announce their arrival; a short stocky teenager rushed forward and locked the door behind them.

“Juan.” They clasped hands fondly. “This is Kora.”

“Ma'am.” He extended his hand in greeting and a smile split his face. “I think I got most things ready. Any idea how long you'll be gone?”

“No clue.” Spider shook his head sadly. “If I were you, I'd go ahead and gut the warehouse and move on. Pass the word around. If someone were to torch it, it would be no great loss.”

“You got it boss.” The boy led them through the neatly stocked aisles of canned goods and ethnic foods to a door in the back. “Go on in. Give me the keys; I'll bring the truck around.” Spider handed him the keys and led Kora through the door into the back room.

“Juan is a good friend.” The back room overflowed with boxes and crates. Spider moved easily, familiarly, through the rows of cardboard stamped with Spanish and Chinese words. He stopped about three feet from the back wall of the storage room and grabbed Kora’s hand to stop her too. “Mama? You here?”

“Ai boy.” A throaty, feminine voice whispered through a small speaker in the corner. “Let me see this girlie girl you brought.” Spider spun Kora around quickly, ignoring her resistance, her small squeal of protest. “Not bad. She looks like she was made for you.” Spider laughed abruptly. “What?”

“Nothing, Mama. You gonna let us in?” He pulled Kora next to him and held her still as the wall slid open.

“Are all the people you know so paranoid?” she asked.

“Yes, and you should be too.” He squeezed her hand lightly. Kora eyed the pretty woman sitting in front of her. “That's Juan's mother.”

“What do I call her?” Kora whispered.

“Call me Mama, everybody does.” The woman smiled, showing perfect white teeth that nearly glowed against the deep red of her painted lips. Her figure was an enviable one for a woman of any age, let alone a woman with three teenage boys.

Spider watched Kora inspect Mama and smiled. If he didn’t know better, he’d have sworn there was a touch of jealousy in her black eyes as she appraised Mama’s face and shape.

 “Now, you don't have a whole lot of time. José and the boys will take care of harbor patrol so you can just slip out. You make sure you drop me a line, let me know you're alive.” Mama’s voice was thick with the melody of Cuba.

“I will, Mama.” Spider reached out for her and hugged her tight for a moment. “I didn’t get your microphones finished.”

“When you settle, you just take your time and ship them.” Mama smiled at him and then turned to Kora. She picked up a green bag. “This is for you dear. It has clothes and all that other girlie gear. There's nothing you'll need that I didn't think of, I guarantee it.” Kora took the bag with a smile and a thank you. “Grab that cooler there, Spider. It's got a few days worth of fresh stuff and there are two boxes of canned and mixes. I don't know how long you plan to be on the water.”

“We don't know either, Mama.” Spider picked up the cooler as Juan walked through the door. “You go ahead and grab one of those boxes, man.”

Juan picked up the larger box and Kora grabbed the smaller one. The three of them walked back into the stockroom and out the loading dock doors into the alley where the truck was idling. They loaded everything into the back and crammed themselves into the cab. They drove in silence to the marina. As they pulled down toward the dock, they pointed out the boat to Kora.

“It's a houseboat.” She looked at him, a look of poorly disguised disgust on her face.

“She's not pretty but she's fast and reliable.” He scratched his chin and eyed the thirty-eight foot mass of cream colored aluminum and glass.

The three of them loaded up the boat quickly and Kora disappeared into the cabin. “She's a looker, Spider. You serious about her?” Juan raised his eyebrows suggestively.

“It's too soon to answer that. I'm hoping we can stick together, at least for a little while. It'll be nice to have company for once.”

“I'll bet.” He glanced at his watch. “You've got twenty minutes to get prepped. The boat's ready. José will have your distraction right on time, so don't you screw up.”

“If I do, she and I are both as good as dead.” His eyes darted to the doorway she'd floated through. “There's a lot going on here, man. Whatever you do, don't ever tell anyone you know me. Anyone comes asking; I don't exist. Don't forget to wipe out the warehouse.”

“I'll take care of everything here. Maybe make a chunk on the scrap at least.”

“Hope you do. Considering all you've done for me, I wish I could give you more.”

“Heck no. That'd be like stealing from a brother.” A somber moment passed before they shared a brief goodbye and Juan went back to the truck.

Spider leaned into the cabin and found Kora curled up in a chair. “You sit tight. We may have to book it pretty quick, depending on what José has in mind for harbor patrol.”

“Who is José?”

“He's Juan's older brother.” Spider moved quickly to the helm and started up the boat, the engine revving at his command. He piloted the boat away from the docks and out into the ocean. He spotted harbor patrol but the speed boat turned away from them and toward a large plume of smoke. Right on time, as promised.

When they were safely out on the open water, he went back into the cabin. “We're on our way, Kora. Do you need anything?”

“No, I think I found everything. Can I get you something maybe?”

“I could go for coffee in a little while, maybe some conversation to go with it.” He tried not to stare at her.

“I think I can safely manage that. I'll just put some things away until I find the coffee.” She grinned. Spider realized that if he didn't know, he'd never believe that she was a machine. She was so real, in her speech, her mannerisms, and her smile. Shaking his head, he returned to the wheel to guide the boat along.

It was almost an hour later when Kora appeared with mugs and a thermos of coffee. As she poured the coffee, Spider watched her closely. “What do you want to do?”

“What do you mean?”

“You told me you were programmed to kill President Roberts. I want to know what you want to do about it.”

“Well, I suppose we should really try to warn him. If they had me inside, they probably have a backup, in case I was discovered or if I malfunctioned like I did. They obviously haven't done anything yet. He's still alive.” She handed him a steaming mug and sat down with hers.

“I was thinking something along those lines myself.” Spider leaned back in the captain’s chair. “This isn’t something we can take to anyone and be believed. Not without risking your safety. And I really don’t want to do that.”

“Why do you care?” She sipped her coffee, even wincing at the heat.

Her programmer had thought of everything. Every possible reaction to everyday stimuli. For a moment, he wondered what she would do if he kissed her. “I told you. I have a thing for machines.” He smiled. “I just do, okay?”

“Fine. If we can’t go to someone, what can we possibly do?”

“If I can get to an election rally, maybe I can shut down any backups that might be in place”

“Staffers don't go to the rallies.”

“But the secret service agents do. If they can get a staffer, they probably at least attempted to get someone like you into his security detail. It worked on you; I don’t see why it wouldn’t work on them.”

“How did you make it? Your little shut-off box?”

“Trial and error mostly.” He grimaced as he scalded his tongue. “I spent the better part of ten years trying to figure it out. I used a good jammer as the foundation. I knew it could work but, until I had it in my hands, until I saw what it could do, I didn't really think it would.”

“Things like that make me believe at least a little in fate.”

“Fate?”

Such an odd concept for a machine. Every time she spoke, she surprised him. “Something like that. Especially now.” He sat down in his captain's chair. “I’ve got my laptop hooked into the satellite network, as soon as I set up the dish, we should be online. When you go back inside, check out the President's website. That should have his next few appearances. We have to get to the first one we can.”

“I'll take a look and see what I can find.”

“You know you can't go with me to the rally, right?”

“I know. If I go, it'll shut me down too and draw attention to us.” She sighed heavily and breathed in deep, pulling the steam into her nose. “I so badly want to know that these people won't win. You have no idea.”

“Yeah I do. You want to know that it's you, not your creator, who controls your life. I think everyone wants that at some point.”

“Maybe.” She stared out over the water. “I wonder what will happen to me. I'm a machine. I only end. There is no heaven or hell for me. There is nothing after my death, if that ever comes.”

“Maybe it has nothing to do with form and everything to do with spirit. How do you know you don't have one?”

“I guess I don't.” She shook her head. “I'll go look up the rally. I'll let you know when I find it.” Spider watched her as she walked away, wishing there were some sort of comfort he could offer her.

It took only a few moments before Kora found the next rally. New York City. They'd be able to get there in time, as long as they kept moving. Spider set the coordinates and showed Kora how to keep the boat on course. They decided that she would steer the boat through the night. Sleep was something she could live without. Spider made his own preparations, going through his bags until he found a suitable disguise. It was an uneasy night, between the seas and the thoughts circling in his head.

With the sunrise came the anxiety, the adrenaline. It took him a while to get ready, covering his tattoos, trying to look as unthreatening as possible. Trying to make sure he'd blend into the crowd and hoping he'd do a good enough job that the feds that would be inspecting any footage later couldn't get a good fix with their facial recognition programs.

“Does it look good enough to pass?” Spider lowered his head so Kora could check the makeup that covered his tattoos.

“It wouldn't hurt to wear a hat but I don't think anyone will look twice.” She ran a finger over his skull, slowly as if memorizing the shape of his head. “You'd better go.” She dropped her hand and moved quickly to brush her lips over his. “For luck.”

“I'll need it.” Spider pushed aside the sudden desire to pull her to him and see just how human her reactions really were. Instead, he pulled a ball cap on and hopped from the boat to the dock.

The band was just beginning to play as Spider positioned himself next to the velvet ropes on the outer edge of the audience space, standing shoulder to shoulder with supporters. President Roberts and his security entourage would be easily within the range of the disrupter once they got onto the stage, less than twenty yards from his place at the edge of the crowd.

As the first car stopped and spit out half a dozen secret service agents, Spider started to feel itchy. The makeup was bad enough but he longed for his standard leather, wired with all the comforts of home. The catcalls and whoops from the crowd drew his attention back to the red carpet in time to see the President in his perfectly pressed suit, surrounded by large men with dark glasses and curling wires coming out of their ears. He kept his hands out of the jacket pocket, unwilling to allow anyone to think he was a threat, until the President was past and starting up the stairs to the podium.

With a smooth motion, Spider dipped his hand into his pocket and pressed the switch.

“Oh no.” The words fell from his mouth as he watched President Roberts fall lifeless off the edge of the stage, twisting at an inhuman angle. Two men in dark suits and glasses had crumpled to the ground behind him, inanimate.

In the confusion and hysteria that followed, Spider slipped under the barriers into the crowd that was gathering in the aftermath, onlookers trying to find out what the problem was, craning to see the president, to see a moment of history live, before it reached the news. He was well into the throng of newcomers when the police began to disperse them.

Spider took the long way back to the docks. His life had changed in a matter of days. Now, he wasn't just on the run from the company that wanted his disrupter but a person or company capable of making machines that looked like anyone they wanted them to. How could he ever be certain again that anyone was who they were supposed to be? The thought sent a wave of unease through him, too much was already uncertain in his life.

He wasn't looking forward to telling Kora what he knew. When the boat came into view, he found himself conflicted. He was relieved to see her perched in the Captain's chair watching for him but absolutely dreading the conversation ahead. She smiled as she saw him but the smile faded away as he stepped onto the boat.

“What's wrong? Were we too late?” She rushed to him.

“When I hit the switch, President Roberts and two of the security detail shut down.” Spider shook his head sadly.

“Oh God.” She slid to the deck. “Was it me?”

“Probably. I think I know what happened now Kora.” He picked her up and carried her into the cabin. “I think you carried out your programming without a hitch, giving them the opportunity to replace the President. I also think that probably you were programmed to self-destruct on completion of that mission. Something inside you, whatever part of you that has taken on a consciousness, refused to kill yourself. Maybe that part of you made sure you got that shock.”

“How is that possible?” She shook her head sadly as he put her down, still holding her close.

“I don't know. This isn't something I've ever dealt with before. In any case, that shock fried enough of your circuits to allow you to see what you were and eliminate the self-destruct command by reprogramming yourself.”

“If I did my job, why have they been after me, Spider?” The panic in her eyes was too real to come just from code.

“Because you know what you are and that could lead to you knowing what President Roberts was, if you ever remembered that you killed him.”

“Oh God. I killed him. I assassinated the President.” Kora slumped into a chair.

“No.” Spider knelt beside her, taking her chin in his hand and forcing her to look at him. “Whoever designed you, whoever programmed you, he assassinated him. You have no guilt in this. You were just the weapon. No one ever blamed the gun that killed JFK did they?”

“Why don't I remember it?” The despair in her face didn't shock him this time.

“I don't know. Maybe you erased it. We might never know all the answers, Kora.”

“What happens now?” Kora wrapped her arms around herself.

“We have to get out of here. What happened today went international within five minutes, and I can almost guarantee you that our hunters were headed here the moment it aired.” Spider moved slowly to the door and paused in the doorway. “I'll do my best to find somewhere that you’ll be safe from all of it  -- from the men after you and the men after me.” Spider did not look at her as he left the cabin and made his way to the helm.

He’d take her somewhere no one would ever think to look for her. Like Amish country. Who’d look for a machine there? For that matter, who’d look for him there either?

 

 

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